Update

Keeping it real!

I gained four pounds this week.

What the heck! I had a really hard week emotionally. I stopped nursing the baby almost a month ago and hormones are still out of wacke. An event over last weekend, sent me over the edge. I know it was over something dumb, but I couldn't pull myself out of it. I really turned to food to comfort myself. I'm back to feel'n like the old me and now, I'm like what the HECK happened! If you ever feel depressed, it's not like you can snap out of it. It's not like you can force a smile on your face and you will start to feel magically better. It's a hormonal imbalance. I feel'n a ton better but it's crazy. I still haven't gotten my period back, so it's going to hard to feel normal until that happens.

So, I didn't really do the challenge at all.

I'm going to have to work superhard to get back to my old self and reach my goals. I can't believe that I gained so much weight back.

So, I'm going back over the challenge...re-commit myself.

Pray for me!!!!!! I hate being this fat. I really need to lose these last ten pounds!